Dear You,
You were the reason why...
1. I deactivated my Facebook account.
2. I re-activated my Facebook account.
3. I deactivated it again.
4. I re-activated it. Again. And again. And again...
5. I always cry when I watch love-themed movies.
6. I like love-themed songs like Speak Now, One Time and The Things You Never Know.
7. I continue to like law.
8. I do not want to take CLP.
9. I want to go overseas.
10. I don't want to come back.
11. Age is not a matter to me anymore.
12. Neither do religions.
13. I put my family aside.
14. My legs always hurt.
15. I rarely take medicinal pills anymore. Even when it hurts. A lot.
16. I've got to know Q.L. better.
17. I've got to know myself better.
18. I changed my clothing style.
19. And my way of thinking, too.
20. I liked white.
21. I turned back to black.
22. I rarely speak to other guys.
23. I choose my friends carefully.
24. I sometimes cry at night. Thinking of you.
25. My heart hurts sometimes.
26. My hand was bruised on the day you were involved in that accident/fight.
27. My ribcage, legs and waist were hurt on the same day, too.
28. I consider myself stupid because I cannot forget you.
29. I blame myself for making hopes high.
30. I bought Mr. Sammy in the first place.
3. I deactivated it again.
4. I re-activated it. Again. And again. And again...
5. I always cry when I watch love-themed movies.
6. I like love-themed songs like Speak Now, One Time and The Things You Never Know.
7. I continue to like law.
8. I do not want to take CLP.
9. I want to go overseas.
10. I don't want to come back.
11. Age is not a matter to me anymore.
12. Neither do religions.
13. I put my family aside.
14. My legs always hurt.
15. I rarely take medicinal pills anymore. Even when it hurts. A lot.
16. I've got to know Q.L. better.
17. I've got to know myself better.
18. I changed my clothing style.
19. And my way of thinking, too.
20. I liked white.
21. I turned back to black.
22. I rarely speak to other guys.
23. I choose my friends carefully.
24. I sometimes cry at night. Thinking of you.
25. My heart hurts sometimes.
26. My hand was bruised on the day you were involved in that accident/fight.
27. My ribcage, legs and waist were hurt on the same day, too.
28. I consider myself stupid because I cannot forget you.
29. I blame myself for making hopes high.
30. I bought Mr. Sammy in the first place.
31. I like and dislike December at the same time.
32. I always look outside the window of the bus to look at car plates.
33. I do not learn how to drive.
32. I always look outside the window of the bus to look at car plates.
33. I do not learn how to drive.
34. I put a high standard over those who drive.
35. I find the skill of driving Zen-like is very important.
36. I like people who act cute...
37. but laughed to near death when Q.L. did it.
38. I always went back home quite late last time.
39. I think some swear words can be funny.
40. I created a new email account.
41. I never opened my old account anymore.
42. I believed in true love and happy endings.
43. I do not believe in true love and happy endings anymore.
44. I turned down my ex and the on-off relationship of 4-6 years.
43. I do not believe in true love and happy endings anymore.
44. I turned down my ex and the on-off relationship of 4-6 years.
45. I learned to become straightforward.
46. I write this, before I deny the things in here.
On the other hand...
I was never the reason you did everything you did. Isn't that right?
P.S. This post is a bit weird, I know. But there are some things that I want to say out loud (or write, if you like), before it is too late. After all, SOME lawyers (and future ones like us) do have massive egos.
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